Mixed Feelings | COVID REFLECTION
SUBMITTED BY SANDRA VARNER
When it comes to COVID-19, honestly, I am torn. While I proclaim the blessing of good health, equally, I protest the restriction from family gatherings. Let me be absolutely clear—I am committed to refrain from out-of-town visits, local group gatherings, and frequent outings as these activities only exacerbate the impact of this deadly virus. However, when I think of how we could have avoided this massive health pandemic, it makes me angry!
I miss seeing my out-of-town family members for which a plane trip could remedy the longing. I miss seeing the toddlers and teens. I miss the smell of fragrances and colognes worn by my siblings and cousins. I miss watching big games and popular movies on widescreen televisions. I miss family-style, home-cooked meals inspired by favorite recipes. I miss seeing them, being with them, hugging them—plain and simple.
But with the anger comes the anticipation of future family gatherings. I’d rather do the right thing now so I can enjoy a return to the good old fashioned family reunion. COVID-19 has made me appreciate family more than ever—it has made me vow to dispense from what I thought was important to what is essential for my well-being.
